| Hello and Goodbyes |
[10 Feb 2009|12:47am] |
It's been forever since I've been on here.
And basically,
I just wanted to tell everyone who still uses/follows this blog, that I've moved on...
to Tumblr.com (for almost a year now).
It's just so much easier for my lifestyle.
If anyone else decides to make the switch (or for those who already have one), you should add me as a friend.
It's: auburnsky.tumblr.com
(you should at least take a look at my blog, it'll make you lol)
and furthermore,
here's how you can contact me otherwise:
Joseph Townsend
Phone: (850) 218-5133
Email: anothercupofjoe@gmail.com
I love you all, take care of yourselves.
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| Borrowed Words |
[17 Apr 2008|01:07am] |
I could never explain the way I've been feeling lately...however, i found someone who can:
"I've felt so incredibly unimaginative and directionless lately. I haven't been meeting anyone new -- nor do I have the motivation to do so -- and I've been losing contact with everyone else (my own fault, maybe... probably).
In this state of mind, I've come to realize that I'm the queen of nostalgia. I am. There's this list in my head I run over and over: the people who've been in and out of my life, and the inevitable meaninglessness of it (them) all. And then I wonder who in my current life will become that kind of a ghost in the future. It's not easy to come to terms with.
I'm so afraid of getting hurt. Of fucking up. And, more than anything else right now, of not figuring out what the hell I want to do with myself -- when all I really want is not to do anything at all. Except maybe curl up and listen to some..." (fill in the blank)
thank you seafoodmwg
i know exactly how you feel.
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| Redemption |
[01 Mar 2008|04:25am] |
i don't know anymore
this life i'm living
this break down i'm having
this stress i've been creating
i'm sorry if you've noticed
i'm sorry if it's affected you
i couldn't control it
now a clean slate
another attempt
i need to do it right.
believe me,
i need to do this right.
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| I love Jews. |
[14 Feb 2008|05:09pm] |
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(Video)
happy valentines day everyone.
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| 3 Spoons of Sugar |
[21 Jan 2008|01:44am] |
ugh
this weekend has been so weird to me
-sarah left
-learned some news that complicates things
-got a little crazy saturday...
-"talking" to some guys i haven't talked to in a while
-i love fruity pebbles.
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| It's Not What You Think Anymore |
[09 Jan 2008|03:52am] |
i want to be in control this semester.
no more doing things because they feel good.
i need responsibility for my actions
at least for my unethical ones.
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| It Poured But We Danced |
[20 Dec 2007|01:37am] |
a text i read a while ago:
pictures of you. pictures
of me. remind us all of
what we used to be. <3
we've changed a lot since those days
but i can still remember it like it was yesterday...
i'll never forget that day after that movie...
we were walking to the car and it began to rain.
instead of getting scared, we got excited
we danced in the parking lot,
spinning, running, laughing
it rained harder, as if god wanted us to run
but we kept
spinning, running, laughing
we were soaked but we didn't care
...we didn't care
we didn't need to...
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| Selective Blurbs |
[13 Dec 2007|05:44am] |
my life is so weird
i'm currently working at EXPRESS Clothing
and i just got off of work two hours ago
(yes at 3am)
i just got offered a new job. (at another EXPRESS)
i'm wearing a formal vest. (yay!)
i feel really slutty. (but it's my fault)
i did really good on my finals. (surprised me)
i just got a card that should of been sent a long time ago. (heh)
i feel like partying/clubbing/escaping. (free time)
so what does this all mean?
i have no idea...
but i do like getting all dressed up though.
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[02 Dec 2007|03:50am] |
why have i been so bitter toward everyone lately?
maybe the stress is finally getting to me...
i mean, here i am, 4am AGAIN
finding that i can't sleep.
i've been contemplating about the past
and how i miss everyone from back home
i miss my close friends
i miss being so carefree
so free...
and i'm really hating this trust issue that
i've been having since i've moved here...
i haven't been myself
Sarah S. is starting to take notice
where is that happy-go-lucky self going?
maybe i'm not cut out for this "real world"
this "college life"
but it's almost over
i've got this one last week of hell
and hopefully everything can smooth on out from there
at least until spring of course.
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| Blurry |
[25 Nov 2007|01:35am] |
i feel like i'm lost
i'm searching for answers that i'll never get
putting my hope, faith, and heart into empty things
what am i doing?
no really, what am i doing?
where are you going with your life, joe?
i need something to make me feel real again.
i need something to un-bitter my heart.
i need passion.
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| Nothing Better |
[01 Nov 2007|02:05am] |
maybe being the nice guy
just isn't cutting it for me anymore.
i'm a very optimistic person
but sometimes i feel like i'm
living a pessimistic life.
i think we all struggle for happiness
some more than others
but we make the best of what life throws at us...
and sometimes i think it's good enough
but other times...
i can't help but want something more.
don't you feed me lines
about some idealistic future
your heart won't heal right
if you keep tearing out the sutures
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| Truth in Definition |
[29 Oct 2007|06:30pm] |
Noun: Bitch (bich):
1. A miserable person who sucks all joy and happiness out of life, and makes life a little less worth living by her consistently shitty attitude. When not complaining, her drama and gossip will fill the void. He or she (but usually she) refuses to do something with a group, and will forego hanging out with said group unless they're doing something she wants to do. She will put her interest ahead of others every single time, just for the sake of being a bitch. A bitch hates fun.
"Hey guys, sorry we can't check out that cool new Brazilian restaurant, Janet is being a bitch."
2. A status you assume when you take one in the pooper while incarcerated.
3. What you become when you fail at pool, bowling, Halo, english, math, Street Fighter Alpha, etc.
4. Having a thankless job where you work lots of overtime without pay while your boss is on vacation.
5. Having to sit in the middle seat between two people in a car or plane.
6. Being last in line to get cake or ice cream at a party.
7. Crying and throwing a tantrum about something nobody gives a shit about, including you.
"I'm not going to give you $6 for my share of an $11 pizza when all I owe you is $5.50. I shouldn't have to pay extra, waaaaaah!"
8. Having a high opinion of your looks and a sense of entitlement when people compliment you. Your ego is usually punctuated with a "hottie" shirt, which makes you slightly less tolerable to be around than children, and slightly more tolerable to be around than a saucer of goat cum.
Brought to you by this guy: Fashion tips for women from a guy who knows dick about fashion.
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| Like Vines |
[28 Oct 2007|05:06am] |
well things certainly got fast really quick...
did i get what i want? i think so, i hope so...
i'm not trying to rush things...
it's more of a time and trust factor,
so far so good.
i have to admit though,
i forgot how nice being intertwined felt...
ivory lines meet
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| We Are |
[17 Oct 2007|03:43pm] |
our ideas held no water
but we used them like a damn
i like that line
it makes me think how irrational
we are sometimes.
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[15 Oct 2007|12:36am] |
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i feel like i've had a very crazy weekend.
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| Liquid Idiocy |
[28 Sep 2007|04:19am] |
what a day
hell,
what a week.
it's been crazy lately
crazy roommates
crazy friends
crazy people
i guess we had somewhat of an unplanned mini-party tonight...
i didn't drink, cause right now, even the smell of alcohol makes me sick
i just got rid of some random guy sleeping on my couch like 5 minutes ago...
i mean, he was drunk(and cute)...
sarah locked herself in her bedroom (i know she's in her bathroom passed out
but she won't let me in! i'm worried cause she was supposedly puking)
liz is sleepin' in my bed
the other two roommates are laughing around with me...
and right now i've got a group of five people that should be here at 5:00am
they're coming down from niceville
and god i'm tired
i've got a headache
but
i'm damn excited to go to Halloween Horror Nights with them today.
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[24 Sep 2007|01:13am] |
so i'll admit
i got drunk last night
wayyyy too drunk
and threw up
for the first time since
i moved to florida...
and got the hang-over from hell
thank god i went running tonight.
but
the party was awesome hahaha
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| Critter |
[24 Sep 2007|01:07am] |
it's good to know that i can still easily to get under your skin
only because it reassures me that
i still know you better than anyone else
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[22 Sep 2007|04:13am] |
"so breath in, breathe out. it's not that bad, you're a great person and everything will be alright. everything will work itself out...just give it time"
little do you know that time always happens to be my worst enemy.
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